What the Psychiatrist Prescribes
Pristiq 50mg

Nine months of planning, an eight-hundred-dollar plane ticket. You step off the plane— mirage of hope filling the crisp air.
Nine months of planning,
An eight-hundred-dollar plane ticket,
Two huge suitcases, seams splitting wide.
You step off the plane—
Mirage of hope filling the crisp air
Beneath the ivory arch,
Tezcatlipoca1 waits in glass reflections.
Storefronts flare with the morning rush.
The window posters preach:
Handwoven silk. Full-grain Leather. Mink.
But on the 22-inch thin mannequins,
Drapes synthetic weaves
You lean across the counter—
Un café au lait s'il vous plaît2
The china cup served,
Heat billowing up.
An Instagram post,
Followed by pixelated love.
But the elixir is bitter;
Your mouth puckers shut.
Streetlight disguised as moonlight,
You walk across centuries-old streets,
As you search for the city's
Je ne sais quoi3,
The fairytale you've been promised.
Do you find what Paris,
Has been missing?
At last, emblem of strength,
Gilded in gold light,
Her puddle iron legs.
But, inside—
You find her hollow frame.